I have no idea

Unfortunately, I haven't posted in a while and I need to get back to doing that.

As for me, life has been up and down(mostly down) these past couple of weeks. I have broken promises, decived, been cruel and just down right mean.

I haven't shown the character or fortitude I am capable of doing in my life. I selected the photo to the right because I look truely happy. I not sure when the last time I was that happy but I know certain things in my day to day life need to change.

Still not job, although actively searching. My spouse can't stand me and we are on the verge of breaking up. I don't know if this would be a good thing of bad. IT would certainly close a chapter in my life.

Oh well, to be continued.