Everything, Anything and all the above.

Sometimes, just knowing what is the best is the best.

Sometimes just showing up isn't the best. It's the moments you create, the people you meet and the concept of knowing that your time is very, very limited on this planet.

Growing.

I don't know what I'm seeking. I think it's to be the best in my craft or artform of which I call Ashlee. Seeing as there is a schism between the person that creates her and the person that is her.

I'm not sure if that means I'm a lunitic or a genius, a secret agent or a coward, or just plain boring. I'm not sure what any of which I put down to the outside world even makes sense. I do know this much. I love life.

You need to know the best and the worst of it to trive. Most people run marathons or set up goals for themselves to acheive something. Something they can look back on 10, 15, 20 years in hindsight and know that they did something.

I am doing something with my life. I am 2 selves. 2 people. Most people don't get this type of wonderful gift in life and I'm going to make sure I don't abuse it, but learn from it at all times.

I'm a unique person that's for sure. Maybe I am a magical unicorn afterall :)